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Apr. 22nd, 2026 09:19 am
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Happy Wednesday!

I'm taking search offline sometime today to upgrade the server to a new instance type. It should be down for a day or so -- sorry for the inconvenience. If you're curious, the existing search machine is over 10 years old and was starting to accumulate a decade of cruft...!

Also, apparently these older machines cost more than twice what the newer ones cost, on top of being slower. Trying to save a bit of maintenance and cost, and hopefully a Wednesday is okay!

Edited: The other cool thing is that this also means that the search index will be effectively realtime afterwards... no more waiting a few minutes for the indexer to catch new content.

Another first contact

Apr. 22nd, 2026 09:49 am
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 I hope you're not tired of first contact stories, because I've gone and written another one. Apparently this is what's on my mind lately? Anyway here's Waiting for Them in Nature Futures, go, read, enjoy!

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Apr. 22nd, 2026 09:41 am
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Happy birthday, [personal profile] mme_hardy and [personal profile] polyamorous!

Rejoice, we triumph, sort of

Apr. 21st, 2026 08:15 pm
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That is, I have finally knocked off a review that has been hanging over me for months, probably needs a little more fiddling with but it was very much I had got to the stage of 'just sit down and write the bloody thing' and did it. It's a book I'm fairly lukewarm about, doing fairly useful work with what it does but it feels a bit all over the place and hard to get a proper grip on.

Also, yay, am feeling rather less washed out than the past few days following vaxx.

We have appointment to see solicitor about our Testamentary Dispositions next week - finally found one in the fairly close vicinity through the Law Society Find a Solicitor facility.

Have just been getting Documentation from the local authority who are actually paying me to go and talk about johnnies in their collections in just under two months, so I guess that's sort of the next thing on my agenda.

Though am gradually making my way through ms by deceased colleague, though there is not major urgency on this as my collaborator is still in academic life and overwhelmed with the responsibilities of that at present.

movie recommendations

Apr. 21st, 2026 11:08 am
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What would you recommend, if you had a week to catch up on almost 30 years of visual media? I have been carefully avoiding movies and TV since the end of the 20th century. I sometimes read fanfic, or listen without watching, or look at isolated scenes of The West Wing or Babylon 5 or Sherlock or so I have some idea what everyone is talking about. But I am more or less clueless.

I will be in the hospital for a week, bored and sleep deprived and deliberately removing all my usual anti-seizure precautions. I expect I'll have plenty of migraines, because so many of my migraine triggers are also seizure triggers. Ick. There is no need to seek out movies with strobe effects. The EEG techs will shine a strobe light in my face every so often just to see what happens. But while I am staying up all night, I will be free to watch movies on my laptop as well as read or crochet.

What should I watch? I have library cards from the Boston Public Library and the Minuteman Library Network which might give me access to movies but I haven't tried to use that feature. Which commercial service should I subscribe to for the next month? I want to only buy one month service, from one dealer, rather than watching 3 movies from Netflix and 4 from Apple and 6 from someplace else. Murderbot and Black Panther are on the maybe list, but I don't want to buy two subscriptions.

My favorite movies are Muppet Christmas Carol and Princess Bride.
I watched Star Wars the week it came out in theaters and hated it.
I quite liked Star Trek:TNG, even though many of the episodes gave me headaches.
I liked the first Superman movie and Galaxy Quest.
I like movies where people talk to each other, and hate that thing where it looks like the cameraman is riding a trotting horse.

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Apr. 21st, 2026 09:31 am
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Happy birthday, [personal profile] lexin!
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‘Women want to experience pleasure’: how the female gaze caught the attention of film, TV and fiction

I will slightly concede that maybe women have not had quite the opportunities in film and TV that they have had for centuries in written fiction, though even so I suspect with a little thought we could come up with instances where female gaze was significant in creating popularity even if it hadn't been part of the purpose in making.

But as ever, the instances about fiction are limited in their genre range (OMG there is a long history of ROMANCE) and appear never to have read anything that was not on the radar approximately five minutes ago.

E.g.

[T]he genre has altered the way female worlds are received. “I wasn’t the only one who thought that if you were female in the fantasy world it wasn’t going to end well: if you fall in love it’s going to be used against you, if you have any sort of power you’re going to die or become the mad queen,” she says. “You never really saw female characters represented in any way where you felt safe, thinking they’re going to be here in the end and not have to give up their sense of identity to do so. People, almost, have been waiting for these books to come.”

Good grief.

Okay, will concede that I am currently reading The Books of Earthsea and I occasionally look up from Ursula Le Guin's commentaries and thinking a very strong case can be made that she had never, at least when she was writing those works, encountered anything by Naomi Mitchison. Which would blow out of the water certain of her contentions about female protagonising....

But leaving my much-neglected and overlooked precious aside, I scan my shelves for the works I was scooping up during the 70s-80s-90s, ahem.

And no mention of fanfic.... dearie me. Did not do the research?

***

On another topic, there was an interview with Will Self in The Observer which is paywalled, so not linking. But in it he moans that after his divorce and ex-wife claiming mental abuse, ALL their friends cut him off, even his oldest besties: which makes me rather wonder whether a) they had actually observed things going on or b) they were fed up with him whingeing on about it.

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Apr. 20th, 2026 09:39 am
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Happy birthday, [personal profile] forthwritten!

vital functions

Apr. 19th, 2026 08:17 pm
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Reading. She's A Beast: up to November 2024. (Does it count as book research? Maybe, possibly: I'm having a lot of thoughts about the extent to which exercise reduces versus increases risk of injuries.)

Writing. I've... added another section or, perhaps, done another rearrangement? I continue to make notes on the current special interest that is movement? I am... not managing focussed writing time.

Listening. Hidden Almanac! I had The Realisation that it would be a good thing to play while we were laminating infinite potions! We have Emerged from the Accursed Hole! The paper wasps do architecture!

Cooking. O V E N. Still v excited about this. More Kaiserschmarrn, and I am about to bake some bread, and additionally and furthermore I successfully added protein to noodles.

Eating. A celebratory burger for reaching a nice round number on a lift. I have subsequently achieved said nice round number on a second lift, but that one is being banked for The Future.

More fancy bakery treats. :)

Exploring. On Wednesday A gave me a lift into town, and then rather than getting the bus the rest of the way to the gym I decided I would wander. Thus I encountered the former Enfield Electrical Works, a delightful building, and also had a brief adventure through a park I had not previously met.

Making & mending. Have I woven in the ends on A's glove? HAHAHAHAHA.

Growing. I have managed several short trips to the plot! And the free agapanthus I acquired from a garden post in Salisbury is looking happy with its new living arrangements. There are many things I wish to sow and none that I have got around to.

Observing. MANY BIRDS: a goldfinch on a trip down to the bakery! Ducklings! Multiple families of baby coots! The Egyptian goslings are all now happy to Paddle Industriously!

Plantwise: there is a fascinating tulip in a garden near coots the first that I do not understand at all; it's lily-flowered, with very pointed petals, and it started out all white except for some tiny blotches of red on the very very tips. The surprising (to me) part is that as it has unfurled further the red has gradually spread down the petal edges, and it's now got this bright red rim feathering ever-so-slightly into the still-white main body of the petal. (I do have photos and might even manage to post them, but not tonight.) The wisteria are firmly on their way out; my cherry tree has finally finally flowered; the redcurrant and gooseberry are flowering, and the josta is setting fruit. It's warm. I'm enjoying it so much.

Culinary

Apr. 19th, 2026 07:25 pm
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This week's bread: brown oatmeal loaf: strong brown flour, medium oatmeal, turned out a little dense and crust a little cracking, the yeast that was rather delayed in transit coming to the end of its useful life.

Saturday breakfast rolls: (fresh yeast acquired) brown grated apple, light spelt flour, molasses.

Today's lunch: chestnut mushrooms quartered in olive oil, when checking recipe in Claudia Roden's New Book of Middle Eastern Food spotted the adjacent recipe for sweet and sour okra - saute for 5 minutes in olive oil, add sugar, salt, pepper and lemon juice (as I had half a lime going spare I also added that) and a little water and simmer for 20 or so minutes, I also added half of a red bell pepper than was going spare (possibly rather younger okra would have been nicer but this turned out quite well); aubergine cuts into rounds, placed on oiled foil on grill and grilled (turning a few times) until tender (the recipe was a little optimistic as to how long this might take) and then splashed with teriyaki sauce mixed with ginger paste; served with couscous with raisins.

ice cream

Apr. 18th, 2026 07:04 pm
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Years ago, the local chain of ice cream parlors called JP Licks* used to have Coconut Almond Lace ice cream in their rotation of non-dairy specials. It was based on coconut milk, as was right and proper, and it might have been my favorite** non-dairy ice cream ever. Then they took the good stuff out of rotation. Lo, for 7 long years, every time "Coconut Almond Lace" was among the monthly specials, it was a snare and a delusion made with real cream. (WHY? JP Licks seemed to be getting better at vegan treats overall. Hempity Hemp Hemp*** can fade into deserved oblivion.) Then a couple of days ago, I walked into the store in search of a raspberry lime rickey and discovered the good stuff was back!

I'm sure it will vanish at the end of the month, because that's what happens with flavors of the month, but I hope it won't vanish for years again. I had an unpleasant medical procedure this afternoon, with needles, so Redbird got me ice cream on the way home. With some for the freezer, just in case.


*JP=Jamaica Plain
**Jenni's chocolate pudding flavor tastes amazing, but contains enough coffee to be a migraine trigger. Alas.
***Hemp milk ice cream with crunchy toasted hemp seeds, just like it sounds. Alas.

sciatic nerves were a mistake

Apr. 18th, 2026 11:55 pm
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Around the beginning of March (before I started lifting! it's okay, I promise I am monitoring all of this responsibly <3) I had a couple of weeks where I didn't manage to do as much stretching of my hips as usual. Whereupon. my left leg. pitched a tantrum. So I have been grumbling along with sciatic-nerve pain for the last month and a half, and getting on with life around it because, you know, pain, watcha gonna do.

... this morning, on the way to Acquire Breakfast, it blessedly, unpleasantly, emphatically twanged -- and there ensued several whole hours wherein it didn't hurt.

Tragically I then resumed sitting on the sofa in order to poke at computer some more, and despite position shifting......... yep, it retwanged itself.

I Am Doing My Stretches. :|

Some good things nonetheless:

  1. brief respite from The Grumpy Nerve
  2. we arrived at coot nest #1 when it was still in shade, and hung around long enough for the sun to hit it; whereupon the grown-ups Stood Up and the BABIES went on ADVENTURES. at one point a mallard with went by with her four tiny fluffy ducklings! and then subsequently More Coots! and all the Egyptian goslings are happily pootling about in the water, now, and several of them have discovered that they can go ZOOM under said water :)
  3. there is on the way to the coots a very dramatic tulip, which I have been watching with interest: it's lily-flowered, with very pointed petals, and started out almost entirely white with just a tiny splotch of red at the tips of the petals. it's now got red feathering along all the edges of all of the petals and it's delightful.
  4. bakery treats: v pleasant savoury pastry thing, Bred Puddin, cardamom bun. also enjoyed nibbling some of A's ridiculous raspberry brownie cruffin Situation.
  5. we made a trip to the Household Waste Recycling Centre! I did not acquire a weights bench! ... A did acquire a scooter. for scooting. with The Child. therefore: we successfully got multiple things Out of the house, and the thing that has come in is Not My Fault. (and will make the Child very happy!)
  6. ... turns out that doing lots of stapling hurts less when I actually activate muscles all the way down my back than if I just sort of mash my joints...

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Apr. 18th, 2026 06:50 pm
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I accompanied [personal profile] adrian_turtle to an MRI facility, where she had an MRI with contrast, which hopefully will help her current neurologist figure out better medication for her seizures. Like many people, Adrian finds the contrast medium unpleasant, which is at least part of why she wanted company.

Afterwards, we went to JP Licks, where I got us both ice cream. They have non-dairy coconut almond lace ice cream this month, and there's now a pint of that in our freezer.

What IS the point

Apr. 17th, 2026 04:05 pm
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(Reporting in vaxx-boosted, by the way.)

Have been noting hither and yon stuff about blokes 'looksmaxxing' and 'mogging' (which apparently does not involve cats? is there some reference to tomcats facing off and fluffing out their fur? probably not. Who knows.)

This is yet another of those things That Blokez Do apparently in order to attract the opposite sex and I do not think it is because I am Old, and my tastes were formed in A Different Day, that I feel that there is a significant Failure To Do The Research about What Actually Pulls The Chixx.

Not that this is exactly a new phenomenon, when I was reviewing those books on yoof culture in the 60s/early 70s, I was thinking that various of the paths being pursued by (presumably) cis het men, because Teh Gayz were in separate chapters, did not seem to me necessarily terribly productive - maybe being a great dancer, but not if it was all about him showing off moves, ditto the being A Mod Face.

And after all the idea that women only go for men who look a certain way is to laugh at, cites yet again the instance of The Late Rock Star Historian, who was a scruff who was not perhaps quite at the John Wilkes level of having serious disadvantages in the way of appearance to overcome but was - well, I suppose it depends on the artist you're thinking of and there were painters who would have turned out an excellent oil-painting of him but was hardly of male-model looks. But was if not of universal appeal, considerably popular with the opposite sex.

We are frankly not surprised at reports that young women are eschewing the dating game, because what it turns up is very likely young men blatting on about their self-maintenance regime and probably trying to shill for supplements and peptides.

Am also given to wonder whether the people who follow these creatures are all acolytes of their maxxingmessage, or whether at least some % are treating them as the modern equivalent of the old-style freakshow. (Though for all I know, in the darker reaches of the internet you can find videos of men biting the heads off chickens and so on.)

While I was thinking that it would be preferable for them to contemplate upon the natural world and build bowers for, or offer particularly attractive stones to, the objects of their interest, I also became cynical as to whether female bower birds and penguins are quite so appreciative of these efforts as naturalists would have us suppose. ('Him and his bloody bowers' - 'Not another pebble')

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Apr. 17th, 2026 09:33 am
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Happy birthday, [personal profile] linzer and [personal profile] shezan!

what's going on in my head

Apr. 16th, 2026 06:42 pm
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The short version of the story is that last month, I saw a new neurologist.* They want to do some tests to diagnose my seizures more accurately. If all goes well, I may end up on better meds with fewer side effects (less crushing depression, clearer thinking, better memory) and better seizure control without needing to be careful to avoid flashing lights (so I can safely go out at night, even on Comm Ave.) If it goes less well, I will end up right where I am now, after a very uncomfortable week with glue in my hair.

The Epilepsy Monitoring Unit is more daunting than the hourlong EEGs I've had at various times since I was 8. It would be a week or so in the hospital with electrodes glued to my head the whole time. (Not only can't shower, but can't even comb my hair.) It would mean tapering off my current anti-seizure meds, going without sleep on alternate nights, and doing things like hyperventilating and looking at strobes when they tell me to. They want to see exactly what happens when I have seizures or auras, and in what part of my brain. The resident epileptologist I talked to for more than an hour had useful things to say about the possibility that I might have localized focal seizures that would respond better to a different class of meds. And it would be safer to experiment with them in the EMU.

If we are doing these tests to find better meds with fewer side effects, that would be great! That could be worth a lot of discomfort. But the attending doctor who came in for the last few minutes of the appointment sees this study as a preliminary investigation for surgery...no. Definitely not. I do not want surgery. He told me I didn't need to decide about surgery yet, but I have decided and I resent needing to defend that decision. (This made it into his clinical notes as “patient is not excited about surgery.” I need to be more assertive.) Not too assertive, of course. I am a fat middle-aged woman with an illness that is literally all in my head, and it’s important not to come across as hysterical.


* My wonderful neurologist on Cambridge respected that I had seizures, migraines, AND depression, and would rather put up with a few absence seizures than make the depression too severe. He retired in 2021, and his practice replaced him with someone I didn’t like. Then with someone incompetent. Then with someone who said she didn’t do epilepsy and I should try consulting someone downtown. I went downtown, where the dispatcher asked what my primary complaint was? As I was having a quick absence seizure every 2-3 months, and a migraine every 2-3 days, I complained about the latter. The dispatcher sent me to a headache specialist, that I waited 8 months to see.

I asked the headache specialist about my seizures. (Some of my anti-seizure meds also prevent migraines.) He said he doesn’t do epilepsy; I should see a different neurologist. So I waited a few more months. To sum up: I am not in a position to go back and ask my old doctor if I am dubious about what this one recommends. And my PCP is kind but not useful for actual medical advice.

covid booster

Apr. 16th, 2026 05:16 pm
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I got a covid booster yesterday. When I told the pharmacy clerk I wanted the vaccine, he checked that the Pfizer vaccine would be OK, then started to ask when I’d gotten my last booster, stopped, and instead asked whether I’d had one in the last two months. When I said no, he asked whether I’d had covid in the last two months “as far as you know.”

The last time I'd checked, they were saying to wait at least three months after having covid, and I thought the recommended interval between boosters was also at least three months. (My previous covid booster was last fall.) Massachusetts is now advising everyone to get boosters twice a year, and having that as an official recommendation means health insurance companies will pay for it.
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